“Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right, persevering, and steadfast spirit within me.” Psalm 51:10 AMPC
This is a psalm of David, which lays out quite clearly the circumstances that led to the words of the verse above. Recall that this was a man that God Himself referred to as a man after His own heart. God had chosen the boy David from among many 'qualifed' men, even above the sons of the king Saul. There was not much of anything of physical or financial value that would have qualified David to be king. Even the three older brothers of David were serving in the army of the king. If you were seeking human qualities in men skilled in war and capable of leading men into battle, there was no documented experience that men could count on for the benefit of David.
All David had were victories over the lion and the bear in private, away from the public and the crowd. These experiences helped prepare David for the kingship. Long before the public acclamation, God was preparing the man David in private. Like David, God is still using this process to prepare men for public impact and relevance. Too many times, we want the public eye on us, and we are easily distracted by public applause. Sometimes, we start well by fully depending on God, and when we think we have built some measure of expertise and experience, we think we can make it on our own the rest of the way. What could have made David so careless that he commited adultery and murder?
We see the man loved by God make grevious mistakes. Who says being backed up by God automatically keeps you away from trials and temptations? A child of God is to be very deliberate about avoiding situations that tempt you to do evil. Without pointing fingers at David, his life is a warning about constant dependence on the help of the Holy Spirit for daily living. David could not have imagined that a simple walk on the roof of his palace would lead him down the road to adultery and murder. Be careful how and where you walk. Be careful who you also walk and work with. The damage was done; the consequences of his actions outlived David. Thank God he repented.
The verse above is a study in what God expects from all who seek to follow Him. The state of my heart is fundamental to how far God can use me. As God has made clear all through His Word, He does not extensively use vessels He has not first tested and worked on. No matter how dirty my past is, He asks me to bring it all to Him. He is able to do a work IN me that will bring glory to Him through me. As David prayed here, my own desire must also be a clean heart. God has the nature of holiness, and that is what He demands from all of us. He is also able to renew my spirit, as I constantly seek His help for my walk of faith. Would you surrender all to Him? God's time of favour is here.